Here is my answers to prompts #6-10.
If you had a freeway billboard, what would it say?
I have been struggling with giving self-love for years and not even realizing it but it’s never too late to work on it.
What could you do differently?
Do what differently? Do you mean if there’s something in life I can do differently? Or something I can do differently entirely?
There are plenty of things I wish I can change. So many missed opportunities to get out from getting stuck in the situation I am in now. My mom often tells her friends that I’m the prime example of someone who listened to her because I’m a little rich girl.
I’m not rich. I still have to work my 40 hours to get by, to pay the bills. Even if I am rich, I can’t buy my happiness, so what’s the point? When I think back on all those missed opportunities on moving out, I wonder despite gaining happiness, would I also gain anxiety along with it? Would I end up crawling back to my mom after a while?
What are your thoughts on the concept of living a very long life?
The thought of being able to live a very long life is both frightening and fascinating. I guess it would give me more time to accomplish what I want to accomplish but at the same time, I think it would be dependent on the quality of life. Would I be healthy and able? Or would I be bedridden for much of the duration of that very long life?
What is your mission?
I think my main mission in life is to leave the world a better place than when I found it. It’s the reason I garden, to create a greener world.
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Well done you! Anxiety comes with everything in my experience, but one gets over it and on with it. You are probably more comfortable than most girls your age and that something. Just save for old age. It’s not fun arriving at it without money. I’ve got very little, but God always has taken care of me. I recommending getting to know God. But you are amazing. Whatever you choose is fine.
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Thank you. I am working on getting over the hump of anxiety and although I’m getting better with the voice in my head, there are still some days when the voice is in control, not me. I can only hope it will get easier with time.
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I take meds in my old age. Have you ever looked into the Jordan Peterson’s course advertised on Facebook ? Self authoring course. I bought it on special some time ago. I thought I would do it to recommend it, but it’s quite demanding in some ways and I got tired and stopped. When I went back to it months later I was surprised how I had actually outgrown whatever I was writing about the first time. I still haven’t completed it. But have a look. It may help with the anxiety. Some of us seem to generate more than others.
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You’ve answered these questions very well
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Thank you. 🙂
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👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼
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Hard questions to answer without a crystal ball, Yinglan! You are being productive and doing your part, that’s a big help to the world. We all know people or know of people who can’t take care of their own needs. 🙂
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And I think doing our part (no matter how small) is all that matters.
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I agree 100%!
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