Last week, I found out my aunt (the one who lives in my house) will be going to China in September to visit her dad and my mom wants to go with her. Can you imagine my reaction?
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Monday Thoughts – Oops
In my post on Saturday, I posted this picture at the top of the post.
Sadly, tragedy struck that day. I went to Evanston, Wyoming and left the humidity dome on the large seedling tray. I was supposed to put the seedlings under the shade cloth but instead, I left it on the table. 🫣When I returned home that day, it finally crossed my mind that I had forgotten to move the seedling trays, I went out and saw there was nothing left. The seedlings have been fried to a crisp. I imagine that’s how vampires would self-combust when they come in contact with the sun.
Thankfully, the seedlings in the smaller tray did not get fried. Still, I lost 72 seedlings because of my negligence and it sucks. I now have to start all over again and lost 3 weeks of progress.
What makes this worse than a simple mistake on my part is my mom, there was zero sympathy and she kind of told me, “who cares?”
The thing is it wasn’t my idea to go to Evanston. We were supposed to go the weekend before to claim a lottery winning of $4 but my mom changed her mind in the last minute to this weekend. Add on the fact that I haven’t been sleeping well, not to mention being haunted by good dream and uncomfortable bed cover on a night basis, I ought to forget something.
Please note: I am not trying to blame anybody here. I know it’s my fault but should she had reacted this way?
Monday Thoughts – On Punishing Thyself
Do you believe in unconsciously punishing yourself?
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Just to preface…
I have been putting off on broadcasting this thought on my blog but this has been screaming on repeat in my brain that I can’t take it anymore. I don’t know why I would have this thought but I suppose anyone would probably have this thought at some point of their life.
Anyway, this can classified as somewhat of an existential crisis so be prepared…
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Monday Thoughts – A Couple of Thoughts
Monday Thoughts – Loading…
Monday Thoughts – Luck of the Draw
Monday Thoughts – Argentina???
Monday Thoughts – In Preparation…
Monday Thoughts – Trying for 3-0
Monday Thoughts – RV Show
Monday Thoughts – Botched English
Monday Thoughts – 2025 Seed Starting Progress
Monday Thoughts – Weird Dreams
Monday Thoughts – Surprisingly Okay
Monday Thoughts – Leftover Thoughts
Monday Thoughts – Christmas Eve Eve
Monday Thoughts – Hard Time Adjusting
My aunt returned from her trip to Japan last Thursday. She was only gone a little over a week and yet, now that she’s back, I’m having a hard time adjusting.
Continue reading “Monday Thoughts – Hard Time Adjusting”Monday Thoughts – Stop Growing Things!
I don’t want to complain but I must vent in some fashion. Bear with me!
Continue reading “Monday Thoughts – Stop Growing Things!”Monday Thoughts – Fathers
Recently, I realized something, that I’ve known both my biological father and my stepfather for 5 years each. That would mean, of my entire life, there’s only been 10 years when I had two parents.
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In relates to last week’s Monday Thoughts, I think my S.A.D. (Seasonal Affective Disorder) is starting to set in, and it’s worse than before because unlike prior years, I feel like I have absolutely nothing to look forward to this year like nothing in the next 2 or 3 months.
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I have been in quite a bit of meetings at work lately since I’m helping to integrate a piece of software into the current accounting software to help automate a task. Last week, as I was trying to hold a meeting, with my door closed, my mom was talking loudly with my aunt right outside my door to the point where I had to excuse and mute myself and tell her to pipe down. Afterwards, she told me she thought I was talking to myself and got angry at me.
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