Monday Thoughts – I thought I am okay


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I have been in quite a bit of meetings at work lately since I’m helping to integrate a piece of software into the current accounting software to help automate a task. Last week, as I was trying to hold a meeting, with my door closed, my mom was talking loudly with my aunt right outside my door to the point where I had to excuse and mute myself and tell her to pipe down. Afterwards, she told me she thought I was talking to myself and got angry at me.

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Hello October 2024!


Well, September came and went just like that.

I bid the 32nd year of my existence farewell and ushered in the 33rd year in as plain of a fashion as possible – by going to work and celebrated it with a simple rice paper veggie roll from the local grocery store for lunch. It was delicious and felt like just what I was needing.

As much as I wanted September to be a quiet, steady month, it was nothing like that. Work was incredibly busy with loads of emails in each of the four (some days five) mailboxes I monitored. There were days where it was impossible to fit every task into an 8-hour day without me wanting to scream into my pillow.

The third week of September had to be the longest week of my life as so many things piled into Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. The back surgery my mom’s been waiting for was finally done on the 18th of September. That was also the day I attended my first live soccer match. I never like soccer as a sport but I discovered the reason when I went to the game. It was the commentary and the ads that turned me off of the sport when I watched it on TV. It’s less boring and more exciting when watching in person.

My mom was discharged the next day. After spending a week on the living room’s sofa bed, I returned to her bed upstairs. After just a week, I have given up trying to take care of her. It’s just about impossible to take care of someone who doesn’t want to be taken care of. She complained of me hurting her before I even touched her, she criticized my cooking, saying it taste like her cooking, and she tried to find fault in everything. I was surprised I hadn’t lost my temper.

I ended the month of September with my annual eye exam. The ophthalmologist recommended I follow up every 6 months since I’ve been on my hydroxychloroquine medication for more than 5 years. So now, I have one more doctor to add to my list. As usual, I got my pupils dilated and I lost my ability to read for approximately 3 hours. I couldn’t even read the numbers on my car’s dashboard on the way home. Thankfully, I wasn’t speeding.

What to look forward to in October?

The biggest event in October has to be getting my braces off and that’s happening on Halloween. I’m so excited! Two years and nearly 5 months, I’ve had my braces on and now they are coming off.

October might also been a month of harvest in the garden. I’m planning to harvest the sweet potatoes in the next 2 weeks and the apples from the apple tree before the month ends.

My usual first frost is around the 27th of October but this year, it’s hard to say because we are currently experiencing record high temperatures for this time of year. I mean, I’m still in shorts when I should be in sweatpants, so that should be saying something.

I’m also hoping to harvest two more cantaloupes from the garden, hopefully those will have enough time to ripen.

It looks like October will be another busy month.

Idiot!


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Hello August 2024!


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Losses over the Weekend


I lost two of my tallest sunflowers over the weekend.

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Hump Day Thoughts


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Hello July 2024!


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Fair and Square


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That Freaky Wind


I got angry last night.

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The Rat in the Garden


Well, it was more like a mouse but I like rat better.

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Reconnecting with a Friend


I’ve been wanting to write this post for a few weeks now but I could never find the time to gather my thoughts before sleep took over. I’m writing this to release my thoughts onto a page since I don’t have anyone to talk to about this.

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Hello May 2024!


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Hello April 2024!


It seems like spring is coming later and later each year, although judging from the pictures from last March, it appears this March has been a little better than the last.

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Hello March 2024!


As much as I’ve been looking forward to March, I had almost forgotten that yesterday was the last day of February and today is the first day of March.

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Hello February 2024!


I cannot believe I’m writing this but I feel optimistic and good about February.

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Hello January 2024!


I have been writing a post to welcome each new month since 2022 and will continue this tradition in 2024.

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This is NOT FUNNY!


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This is a rant, you’ve been warned!

My adulthood honeymoon came to an abrupt end yesterday when a couple of a$$holes decided it was a good idea to scam me during the busy time of the year. I have been trying to catch up on cash reconciliation since last Thursday and because of customer mistakes, I have to fix it on my end.

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First 24 Hours of Independence


It’s been about 30 hours since I dropped mom off at the airport to catch her flight to Japan and I must admit, being alone and free is quite strange at the moment. I’m sure it will pass.

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Friday Thoughts – Who am I?


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A few nights ago, as I was sitting in my room, reading blogs and browsing the web, mom asked me, “Did you rent a car?”

My head immediately perked up. “Why do you ask?” I replied. How did she find out? Was she looking into my Expedia account? Damn it? I shouldn’t had let her use my account to book her hotels in Japan.

You see, mom has this fear of having her own accounts and accounts under her own name. She fears her identity be stolen or that there is some kind of G-man entity watching her. From the time I arrived in the US, I thought it was weird she’d use my name to open her email account. She’d never used her name for anything, always my name. It’s frustrating. Does my name not matter? Do I not matter?

“You’re taking advantage of my not being here and going somewhere, aren’t you?” Mom said. “Where are you going?”

“How do you know I’m renting a car?” I asked. There was a part of me that felt like she doesn’t know, that she’s just phishing like a cop in an interrogation room.

She didn’t answer and before I could say another word, she changed the topic, conversation over.

On Thanksgiving Day, as I was doing a jigsaw puzzle, she tried to convince me to cancel my trip. “Why not be good and stay home?” She said. “Work on your puzzle instead of going out in the freezing weather.”

Seriously? Why do I need to stay home while she’s galivanting across Japan and China? Who does she think I am? A grown adult? A child? Or a thing on a leash?

That evening, after the evening news and we headed upstairs, as I sat down to catch up with the blogs, she suddenly said, “Don’t dip your head when washing your hair.”

“Oh my gosh, stop it!” I spoke loudly. “Who do you think I am?”

Another Road Trip – Christmas in Arizona?


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Hello November 2023!


Can you believe we are approaching the end of 2023?

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Hello October 2023!


Holy Moly, is it October already?!

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Hello September 2023!


Well, hello, September!

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